this is where it all begins. God willing, i hope this is the road that leads me to brightness. you know, the light at the end of the tunnel. my light was out of order for some time back then, think it's working again (thank God). and so i decided i should start anew. leave everything sad and bad behind and go ahead. life goes on, and it's only gonna make me strong. now, i take a deep breath and take a careful step forward. help me along, please.